I is getting worse...
and my two friends that support me are threatening me to stop...
Not to come to their door with problems they wontīn help me if I continue....
and forgave me to be drinking/using in front of them...
I can not even talk right and they would notice...
I do not feel well
But I keep on doing it bc I said I was stopping on the 7th...
I need to take a bit more before I stop...
But I am getting ill and am working and family...
It is so %%%%%%%hard!!!
Got work 4 more days... and 2 important meetings...
my head does not work my eye wants to shut...
I have to cope up to the 7th and good...
But it is my chance to get my head a bit straight to think...
I must have been such a Female Dog in my other life...... No Joke...