Originally Posted by
IOAA2 
Once into the process people would easily choose sooner as so much of us is so seriously damaged.
I hear you.
The last several years before I quit drinking I welcomed death.
I felt unable to quit drinking, I was so sick of the severe anxiety, worried constantly about my high blood pressure and pains, and I always felt weak, tired and sick. Any little problem set me off into a panic.
I would lie in bed in the middle of the night, heart racing, telling myself I have to stop this madness. But I didn't and continued to drink everyday.
I figured I was too burned out and sick of life anyway, I was 50 years old and my youth was gone so who cares if I die.
Well thank goodness I came to my senses and at 94 days sober I feel awesome. I never want to be back in that dark hole of drunken intoxication.