Our hearts are with you.
Remember this is about you taking care of you -- not him nor any drama.
Maybe jump ahead to Step 11? That always gives me some crazy wonderful results.
Step 11:
Sought thru prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out.
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Dear God, please guide readerbaby on Your Will and Your Way, and give her the wisdom and power to follow them.