Hi V I'm here but the SR app is no longer compatible with my iPhone for some reason so it's been harder for me to post.
What are these new recovery tools? I'm sorry to hear things have been tough andI will keep sending you positive thoughts.
I went to a Halloween party tonight. Last year I went to this party and blacked out and then continued to chug a solo cup 3/4 full of tequila. I was afraid I was going to die so I quit drinking until I relapsed on thanksgiving which resulted in 3 month binge until I quit for good in feb and found all of you.
It felt healing to go to this same party a year later. I drank some soda, really connected with people and came home to relax afterwards. I remember last year spending the days leading up worrying that something bad would happen and this year It's all so much easier now.
All for now, M.