Thank you for sharing your experiences. Emails are gone. If I really want to dig them up, I could, but it would be an effort. But they are deleted from my active computer. Done. I feel good! I think because of the upcoming anniversary there was a small part of me, that romanticizes that day and was waiting for that day to come and go before I let go of the emails. I don't know. By deleting them today, on an uneventful day, I took some of the drama out of it.
Thanks again, but helping me take another giant step, forward.