Thats a pretty poor excuse - but you know that. There must be something in you that bought you here. Fan that spark.
You can drink on til you're like me and you lose any pretense of functionality, you lose self respect and the respect of others, dignity, friends, jobs, health...and all those things will happen if you drink on...
or....you can get help now.
I know which one I'd pick if I had my time again
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