Originally Posted by
Dee74 
what about seeing your Dr, or a counsellor, joining a reco0very group like AA or some other alternative, or looking into rehab (inpatient or outpatient)
even posting here more?
there's a world of options beyond marijuana.
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I know there is and thanks for replying so quickly. The problem is that I am substance abuse prone and even though I always drank since I was 14 (older brother facilitated that), When I look back, in reality, I merely switch from being a pothead to being and alcoholic.
A recovery group is probably my best bet but since I am such a functioning alcoholic, no one around has any reason to recommend this and so it's fully up to me to make that happen.
Sadly, I just don't have it in me at this point in time. I am actually drinking a 5th of Tanqueray as I type this so you can see that I even though I fully acknowledge my problem, I am just not truly sincere about it.