The sad truth is that the only thing that may help me quit would be to start smoking MJ again, because my alcoholism skyrocketed after quitting it. Unfortunately, that will lead to yet another dependency.
what about seeing your Dr, or a counsellor, joining a reco0very group like AA or some other alternative, or looking into rehab (inpatient or outpatient)
even posting here more?
there's a world of options beyond marijuana.
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