Would have, should have, could have make me a prisoner of the past. It took what it took to get me to where I am today. I have been given a new life and I plan to make the most of it. Many people spend an entire lifetime and never realize what a gift life truly is. I returned from the pits of hell and lived totell about it. Maybe things could have been better maybe not but wasting time in the past does a disservice to the present