Originally Posted by
Kaneda8888 Hey Renarde
You sound quite positive which is good to hear ! Very heartening.
I am trudging along with this job. I didnt expect to feel up and down but I guess its natural. At least, everyone has told me so. I try very hard to focus on the day and that's all ! My situation is highly confidential so its difficult to face my colleagues and staff. Closed my office for most of the day. Though one of the guys I do chat with said what was wrong with me. I couldnt look him in the face to answer.
*sigh* I hate self pity. Need to shake myself out of it and let it be. One day at a time !
Edit: strangely enough, just writing this post has lifted me
Thanks Renarde !
Kaneda, did you know Deeker of the 24 hour sign up sheet thread is in the same situation?
This was on the page this morning.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ml#post4254342
I'm finding those daily post and the images very enjoyable and look forward to them every morning, now.