I may not be the best person to help with your question, I am very new to this forum, have not been through recovery or ever read resources on alcoholism... but I too am a binge drinker. Not every weekend, but regardless I binge. Which means that when I start to drink, alcohol controls me... I don't control alcohol. I don't ALWAYS lack the ability to moderate, but alcohol wins.. often enough to throw my hands up in the air and say ENOUGH! I think you made it to the right place... and if you are truly done for good, you may need some help. Hopefully these fine folks can give it to you
