Well its been 7 days, and I ended up seeing the doctor again. He percribed me with some ativian which has helped the anxiety. But for some reason, it always tries to creep up on my mind.
Anyways Ive realized something. One of the reasons why I make my anxiety worse is because I genuinely thought that my condition was a physical impairment. I thought I bursted a brain vessel or something.
Im going to accept what has happened to me. whether i just rewired my brain or did something worse, Im just going to live life, and recondition myself and stay positive.