I used earlier. I feel like a failure. My dealer (I can't find H where I live so I drive 45 Minutes away to get it) called and said he had a deal... I went and got 1.9 grams... Hell, I'm high now... So, with the sound of Dora in the background I'm staring at the wall praying they don't drug test me tomorrow or Wednesday! (I have group meetings for the sub clinic and I have a one on one session once a month with counseler once a month) If she does, what do I tell her so they don't cut me off my suboxone?