Originally Posted by venuscat

I hear you liss ~ bad few days for me. Real bad.
I was actually just sitting here feeling sorry for myself...not like me at all.
So enough of that.

I'm so aware of all of these people around me in summer mode, beer and bbqs, and all of that.
We haven't had to deal with this time of year sober before...it's hard, hey?

All I can think about is while they might have a beer or two, I would have at least 5 or 6.
And then it would just escalate. Do I wish I was normal? Heck yes. But that's just self-pity again.

I need to remember all of the things I have to be grateful for...
well, for a start, I am grateful for all of you.

I hope you have a lovely weekend Serene, and I am so glad there is a guy you are interested in. Nice.

My plans are to stop moping, and get an early start tomorrow, and try and enjoy a Sunday.

Love to all,

V xx