Yes, it makes sense. As I said, detachment takes practice, and doing for only yourself and your kids takes practice. Be patient with yourself. High-five on going to Al-Anon meetings! I will be finding a group myself once I move back to my home state next week.
Finding a job can be a positive experience - not only are you going to be providing for yourself and your kids, but you get to be 'out in the world' again. It will likely make you feel less isolated, and will give you something to concentrate on besides what your AH is doing as well.
