Originally Posted by
Hammer 
I would recommend checking his rectal temperature, urine sample, and hair and toenail growth patterns, and then we can compare our journal entries.
Real Deal? dunno, dontcare. HOWEVER -- that YOU are tracking this nonsense probably DOES indicate that YOU should be working on YOU. Not trying to be harsh on you, but you cannot get better working and worrying on him.
UGH!! I AM working on me; I'm trying. But thank you anyway.
He's noticing some differences in me, even if they are small. Asking me about my conversation with my kids that I may go back to school. He's been very suspicious of me this week, but all questions of me asked in a cheery way. I am sincerely trying to understand this as a disease and further to understand it as a FAMILY disease--that one really bothers me.