"Drugged, high on alcohol" and "utterly addicted to alcohol" are the same ones. I've watched both!! I worked out very early but no matter, watched again, extremely compelling. "Raining in the Heart" also v good. Sorry i've nothing new to add, I search all the time and apart from "flight" as in the movie it's all I can recommend. I have still to watch "smashed" but heard v mixed reviews.