Mentium, I went to my GP when I first admitted I needed help to quit drinking, I was referred to the drug/ alcohol unit and offered therapy. I knew that in someways drinking was a symptom not a cause, and that once sober my underlying issues would still be there. It has helped, though in honesty I have done most of the work on myself outwith the sessions. If you are willing to be honest with yourself ( as you seem to be) you will be able to look back and see what put you on the particular paths you chose. I recommend therapy as a stepping off place towards self help.
Congratulations on the 50 days!