Yes. It's nice you live in or near London. I've been glad and sad there many times. It's beautiful just to take a walk. I love to watch the guards from the old regiments marching up the Mall.The band playing. I'd love to pay another visit to the old Inns of Court and the little Templar Church there, St. Brides and St. Paul's. And go out to Highgate where I have an old friend. Take another boat ride down to Greenwich.
So get yourself out, try to focus on the good stuff and remember that alcohol is not your friend. It can only make you more depressed, more lonely. Years ago I was in London and went to a performance of "Annie" and heard her sing, "The sun is going to come out- tomorrow!" A wonderful song! Every good wish to you!
W.