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I am an almost 48 year old female. I was sexually abused by my sister from the age of 6-13. I am now struggling with alcohol. My mom lives with my sister...my mom is in her 80's with dementia and does not want to come live with me..800 miles away from NYC where she currently lives with my sister and her family.
I feel like it is all hitting me past 3 years and yes...I am guilty of looking for an escape...I don't want to escape though...I just don't know how to NOT want to escape....I hate her...hate what she did to me and I hate that everyone thinks she is amazing...but I know otherwise. It is destroying me and not her. In my eyes..it is not fair. Please pray for me...every day gets harder.