I know what you mean. Unfortunately when it comes to my doc I have a very short memory. I forget how horrible my addiction really was. In fact I relapsed after 5 years clean because I was offered a couple of Vic's and figured I wasn't really an addict or not anymore because my doc was prescription painkillers and I had 5 years clean. Wrong! I liked your advice it helped me so I threw it back at you! Lol