[QUOTE=countingdays;4239546]I have embarrassed myself countless times in countless ways...and those are just things I remember. I've stopped asking for details of nights I don't remember because it hurts to much to hear. I find it virtually impossible to reconcile the drunk me with the sober me.
Oh wow , did that strike a cord. I was mortified the morning after and didn't want to dissect the evenings events .
I am going into my 4th sober month soon and I feel i need to remember these things in order to stop me doing them again. Thanks so much , you all just seem to understand where I'm coming from.
There is no other place on earth i would even contemplate discussing this .
I feel safe here and it's helping my recovery , there are probably a few humorous stories but i don't want to glorify being pissed . I appreciate every single one of your comments
