Ah RJ....so glad to see you here again. Its such a beautiful and glorious thing when enuf simply becomes enuf. But it is often a long and dangerous journey to that moment. And many die en route. I hope and pray this is your moment. It is not easy to break new trail in our own lives as we are often creatures of familiarity. It is easier to take the path of least resistance...but we all know where that road goes. Do whatwver you need to do to stay the course. The new road is an arduous one but its gorgeous and reward is all around us but we have to scythe thru bush and bramble to see the sun