Wow dd, you are amazing. So focused on your recover. You are going above and beyond the typical"whatever it takes." Is there a plan that would help you get comfortable with the opiates? Only you know the right thing to do. Sorry this is so hard, thank you for sharing with us. Your aa friends sound awesome!
I'm ok guys thank you for asking. We are going to table our stuff for now. Partner has an appt with a great therapist who helped her before. But now we are gonna focus on her family for a while. Just found out her dad has cancer. He also has copd and Alzheimer's so surgery and chemo would be painful, could kill him, and he may not understand why. So they are looking at just pain management. I don't think its sunk in yet. So obviously that sessions focus has changed. I asked her to book another one when she's there. This dr helps her a lot and she's gonna need the support.