Anna... I'm glad AA worked for you... I'm serious... We all suffer from the same disease.... I was simply stating the fact that it didn't work for me..... Or in AA terms, " for this alcoholic" it wasn't right for me..... I went to meetings, did the steps and had 10 months sober, but I felt terrible still and went out.... I meant no disrespect to AA, it has helped an enormous amount of ppl.... Keep in mind anna, we are all in the same boat, just looking for the right direction home.......