Thank you for kind supportive words, Iv been too ashamed and worried to post in case I got harsh feedback. Feel a sense of relief in being able to post again and get others perspective on things. Thankyou. Iv been unable to attend alanon yet as my work days are same as 2 of meetings and times of other 2 are when daughter getting ready for bed. Towards end of this month however my days alter slightly so will try to pluck up courage then and attend. Iv been reading the stickies non stop and gained a vast insight from those. Iv also been invited to attend his therapy session but declined as surely it's for him? I'm due to see him tomorrow evening, thinking I won't bring up the lie and admittance unless he does as that's 'done and dusted' as far as I see now - he lied, admitted he did and I stayed away. I must admit I felt a mixture of nervousness, euphoria and sadness when I said I wasn't goin - not used to doin it I suppose? Thanks again people
