You are not an idiot.Your are an intelligent human being playing the cards you
were dealt. People can talk until they're blue in the face about probable outcomes
and codependency.But no one can tell with certainty the path of future events.
A perennial risk factor on SR is the hurting of others who choose paths deemed
(by them) to be inadvisable.It is disrespectful of the pain and suffering of others and
a pastime unworthy of higher order thinking.....and one to which I refuse to subscribe.
The hard core truth is that no one knows what tomorrow will bring.Can any
rational reader truly take issue with that statement of fact?
Equally hard core is that your SR peeps will be there for you, through thick and
thin----offering ES&H in as troll-free an environment as our excellent sharpshooting
moderators can provide.Best of luck to you my friend!