well said. good for you. thanks for sharing. how are the aa meetings? i'm pretty shy, do you have to get involved or can you just sit and listen? i'm obviously trying to avoid rehab if possible. could be better for me but I just don't feel up for it right now and taking off for 30 days. I found a bunch of aa meetings in my area (surprising how many there are!) but some are in houses, churches....don't really know where to go. do I just show up at the door?
haven't looked around much on this site but do people talk about urges to drink/use (whatever the case may be) and people can chime in and maybe support you not to do that. I'm so new to this.... If most people are sober on here....don't know if it's appropriate for me to talk about my urges to drink? Or even if I do drink and feel bad about it?