Originally Posted by
CaiHong 
Hi postcard,
How are you feeling today,as a member said you have to show her you mean business but more importantly remember you are doing this for yourself. I promise you, things do get better, life without dependence on alcohol equals freedom.
Hang in there
caihong
Not good but better for being one day off the alcohol. Am at work and really struggling - I cant afford to mess this up too... Wife has been supportive and drove me to work. See too keeps saying I need to do this for myself, maybe that means she is only with me til i recover, maybe she doesnt know herself.
Have a support group meeting for those with personal issues tonight so will see how that goes. I am just struggling to stay positive with the feelings of regret, that is the hardest, but am trying. Thanks all for your support it has been invaluable.