well another little baby was born to an addict today. my daughter got pregnant again while on work release and just had a son, four weeks early. he is so tiny and not healthy, but holding his own. he is already in my heart dispite my distancing myself from them, I miss them all and grieve so deaply for the healthy daughter and grand children they could hve been. I hate this disease, and it is a never ending part of my life, ... never ending part of my life. when will the pain and anger and shame stop. omg I am feeling so desparate nad alone and sad. please god help us.