The way you felt when you woke up, the desire to get more, epitomizes why I don't choose to pick up. Not to say that if I stopped doing what I am doing right now it would be a choice, because the only thing that is stopping me from picking up is what I do today, yesterday doesn't mean anything in terms of that.
Just work on getting to the pillow sober, and don't forget how hard it is to resist the urge to get just one or two or ten more... Somedays I forget that and it scares me.