Thanks!!!!!
Hi all, thank you. Intellectually, I know that year was significant. I was healthy and real. I long to get back. I will do it again for good, I know this.
I have many demons to deal with, not the least of which is extreme anxiety. It scares me to death to even post here. AA has not been an option because of the anxiety. I cannot bring myself to share my alcoholism with anyone but two close friends (online friends I've never actually met). So this community means the world to me. I feel closer to SR people than anyone in my daily life. Isn't that nuts? I am committed to changing that, though.