Hi, BrokeBad!
Welcome to the posting side of SR, Octsobermate!
Your year of sobriety is not lost - you still have your experience and sobriety time. Dust yourself off, analyze mistakes, then leave them behind and move forward.
Make today Day 1, make an adjusted plan that works for you, look for sobriety programs available, join October thread.
Best wishes to you on the sobriety journey!