We do care Dennis and I am sorry you are hurting.
Drinking will numb it for a few hours it will not help, but you know that.
I am not in US, it did not know what to advice – I am so glad Carlotte knew
It is strange that we sometimes make life harder for us when it is hard enough in it self, we should not – this is the time we should be taking care of ourselves.
Please take care Dennis.