August, I haven't been on here for awhile, but I remember you. Please don't give up. I am 9 months sober now, and this is after kicking my husband out of the house, initiating divorce proceedings and watching them get uglier with every passing month, dealing with my autistic son's seizures, financial problems, having to find a new place to live (that is, if our house ever sells), and watching several sober friends start drinking again. This disease makes it difficult to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but it is there for all of us. I've been reading about your struggles and totally understand how hopeless you must feel, but don't shut out your sources of support. They are your lifeline. We're here, we care, and we want you to stay. Don't give up on yourself or on us.
