I'm kinda surprised at the replies on this thread (being scared of them).
Blackouts just went with the territory for Me. I didn't like them, and I wasn't scared of them. It always happened. Nothing out of the blue.
Small small example; I hate flying.
Took a trip to Jamaica 2 years ago with some close friends. Agreed to meet them at the resort (they live back east).
I had 3 layovers/tranfers (whatever you call them) so I figured the best solution is to get blackout drunk. The Faster I drink the faster ill be in Jamaica.
Drank a bottle of Fireball before I even got on the first Plane.
It worked like a charm. My friend found me lying naked in my hotel bed.
Woke up, looked around, and laughed. I found it amusing!
I honestly have no idea how I gotten away with the things I've done while drinking. I blows my mind. I relied on getting blackout drunk at times.
My pancreas put an end to all of that craziness.
Thank you SR community btw,
its helped me sooo much.
drinking isn't a option for me anymore.
blackouts didn't touch me, Death got me looking though.