First sober vacation since I was probably 17.
Well tomorrow I start a 3 week vacation and I am kind of nervous about being able to stay sober for the duration. Right when I got off work my first thought was to have a drink, your on vacation. Well I didn't but I still want to just for the fact I'm on vacation. I am feeling at the mercy of the thought of going to a bar to relax and enjoy my vacation and have a beer. Still confused!!!!!!