Nice to see you back CK. IMHFO, this is not just a matter of willpower and self discipline (as a recovering drunk I got none). I had to make a plan of attack for when "cravings' hit. I needed tools in my toolbox. I needed things to do in place of drinking. I needed to start listening to my wisdom over my addiction (ya know the good angel on the shoulder rather than the hungry/thirsty goblin on the other who looks like Charlie Sheen : )