Originally Posted by Bebetter

Hi all,
I feel like this isn't even a question, more just to get it off my shoulders. I'm 90 days sober, and lately, I realize I get into a really bad mood before parties. I know I'm not going to drink - it's completely off the table for me, but right now, I'm just super pissy as we are hosting a party in an hour. I had to send my family away on errands so I could be alone. I don't even know what to do with myself to break my mood. I think it's my social anxiety, and you might say, "then why are you throwing a party??" but social times are important to me - they are mostly rewarding while and after they happen, but the lead up time is yuck for me. I anticipate the stupid questions about my lack of drinking, and I often feel uncomfortable in larger groups - like it's overwhelming.
I'm just feeling down right now, and a little out of control over my feelings...

Thanks for being here...