How's it going on Sunday RLH? You know that at the event you referred to, there were undoubtedly dozens of recovered alcoholics enjoying the event without drinking. Everywhere you go in this world, you are around recovered alcoholics who can enjoy places, people and events without having to pick up.
You are in very early recovery and there are going to be tough moments like the one you had at the start of the weekend. But I can promise you it will change and improve.