I haven't completely given up drinking, but I have cut back drastically and I stay away from the party scene. I have since become a yoga fanatic and I go to bed really early most nights. he he he There are pluses and minuses to this new lifestyle, if I am honest. Once, when dealing with a really difficult break-up of a relationship, I read that we tend to glamorize the relationship, only thinking of the good times and even exaggerating them. (almost like at a funeral when the deceased is turned into a saint) The article suggested that you really should focus on all of the crappy things, the reasons why the relationship fell apart. That really helped me. Maybe this relates to your relationship with alcohol?!?