First weekend and missing everything fun
First week sober and today has been the hardest. Gave up tickets to a big festival knowing I couldn't take the temptation. Now I'm sitting at home irritated and depressed knowing all of my friends are out watching football and enjoying their Saturday. Nothing I can do sober sounds fun. That sounds terrible to say but it's the truth. I felt optimistic about this journey until now. Now I don't see how it's going to be possible and am worried my new life will be so boring that I may not even want it.