Again it is not that complicated. It hurts like he(( when you’re a wife, or a parent, but it is what it is. I am understanding now what caused my husband to relapse, but it started way before his decision to actually use.
Addiction is complicated. People are complicated. That was a pretty bold statement.
You sound like you've got it all dialed in though and that's great. I'm happy for you!!
gentle hugs
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