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Old 09-26-2013, 02:46 PM
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lala34mc
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We'll watch together!

I agree that it's not JUST four days. In my experience, the first few days are epic.

And the witching hour for me is right about now. All my co-workers went out for drinks, most of my friends too, it's Thursday, a big "go out" night, and it's gorgeous out.

Aside from the cravings, the feelings of isolation and loneliness and not trying so damn hard for a moment are painfully alluring. But if I separate that voice from myself and give it a spot I can make it to the next moment, then the next, and the next, and then...it's another day.

I have to have faith it will not always feel like this. But today it does and we can stay sober together.
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