Just for today
I think I'm in danger of replacing my addiction to my A with an addiction to SR, and Alanon.
If I'm not here reading posts and stickies I'm sharing at an online meeting or reading, reading, reading codependency literature.
I think about it driving home from work and log on here before I even check my email.
I think I'm feeding on the fact that it makes me "feel" better but at the same time I think I'm using reading about it to avoid actually doing anything about it.
So
I'm going to come home from work and clean house. Friday night I'm going to do some hair dyeing eyebrow plucking personal care. This weekend I'm going to go grocery shopping, do lots of laundry and catch up on paperwork I've neglected for work.
If recovery is going to be in my life I have to find a "fit"
"JUST FOR TODAY:-I will have a program. I may not follow it exactly but I will have it. I will save myself from two pests: hurry and indecision." (from the Alanon bookmark)
Here we go