This November will be 5 years I have been out of the crazy dysfunctional situation with my exah.
It's been a few months now - but every so often I have that dreaded nightmare ~ you know ~ the one that you dream you are back in that same situation ~ living with your exah again ~ but i still remember everything about my life now. I keep saying this is not my life anymore, I left you and don't live here anymore!! My ex just laughs and says what are you talking about? You are never getting out.
I always wake up crying. It takes me a while to readjust and remember I live in a very PINK world away from all that pain and insanity.
I immediately have a gratitude list for where I am today.
please take good care of you ~ I hope you feel safe & sane soon ~
pink hugs!