Originally Posted by
Twinnings 
Don't have any kids but i'm here with you on day 1
I've been scared so badly for 5 days doing a taper.
That anxiety is horrible, the impending doom ya gonna croak, and the anxiety of what if your not going to be able live sober too.
Funny how when we are sober there are none of those anxiety's just that voice saying go on, there's happiness and joy even the occasional bad days/thoughts but nothing half as bad. Well for me the voice can royally do one!
I know that voice well... every time i get to a week or so without a drink, it chimes in loud and clear with 'hey you've done so well, go on, have a drink, one won't kill you'. but it is never just one. I'm trying to figure out a plan of attack here for when I start talking myself into having 'just one'. I think my plan will be checking in here and posting daily, that got me through last time. Then at the 2 week mark, instead of giving in to the voice, when it speaks I'll make a mad dash for the computer and let you all know about it so you can help me talk myself out of it.