Don't have any kids but i'm here with you on day 1
I've been scared so badly for 5 days doing a taper.
That anxiety is horrible, the impending doom ya gonna croak, and the anxiety of what if your not going to be able live sober too.
Funny how when we are sober there are none of those anxiety's just that voice saying go on, there's happiness and joy even the occasional bad days/thoughts but nothing half as bad. Well for me the voice can royally do one!