For a while all I could do was think about drinking. ..whether how I wanted to or that I am glad I'm not. Either way I was thinking about it. Lately I really haven't been thinking about it at all. But I also haven't been keeping up with my sober days. They haven't been important to me like they should be. I'm going to my IOP group this week. That should help. I don't want to tell them, though. So I guess when I say I don't really care, that's not entirely true or I wouldn't have gotten on here for support. I appreciate the support I've received from this.