After my husband bought me a beer the other night, even though I turned it down, I've been thinking about drinking ever since. He just tried to do what he thought I wanted. Now I'm just not sure I care anymore. I didn't drink much. I had 2 glasses of wine yesterday and one today. That's not terrible. I'm not convinced I had a real problem anyway. I had been so proud of myself before. The last time I drank, Aug 1, I was devastated. This time I just don't care and I'm not sure why. I didn't even blink an eye when I went in the store to buy it. The problem is that no one knows about this, and that does scare me a little.
